2002-12-03 14:50:59 ET

ok so.

leaving tomorrow!!

i had to unpack AGAIN |sighs|

and re pack cuz the airline said it charges $85 per item of excess baggage.

and thats just nonsense. so........now i have 2 over packed suitcaes and that isnt enuff....so i will have to see whut the night brings....right now ia m just sitting here with my "color" in my hair waiting to rinse out. and then another BUT THE LAST night of stressing n crying.

i can't wait until i get to vic....its kinda weird but i dont even really wanna go.

try n explain that to me.


2002-12-03 15:40:35 ET

hmm all the work to go there, and now you just don't feel like doing anything perhaps?

2002-12-03 15:57:42 ET

exactly i should be soo excited and buzzinf around.

but i feel nothing! i dont wanna go and sit in a hotel room for a month and then other places after that month.

i wanna stay in the comforts of home and have my mom and brother around me.

do anything freely.

+(

2002-12-03 15:58:04 ET

also i got a amazing job offer here 2 days ago!

pffft. just my luck. porr timing.

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