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Xaikayla 2005-05-16 14:47:11 ET That whishing noise you hear is the sound of deadlines getting closer. I am sure that the speed at which time passes is directly proportional to the amount of time I wish I had. I have spent almost two days on my light plot and it still isn't finished... I hate hand drafting. hand drafting is not for the real world. Why must I take classes in computer drafting and be required to hand draft when the first aplication of my aquired skills could be called upon. I know Autocad, Vectorworks and wysiwyg. Why must I waste time sitting on my living room floor on a makeshipt drafting board and stress over straight lines?

Winter 2005-05-16 14:53:35 ET It always happens that way, luv. D is a computer animator and graphic designer, and you'd be surprised at how often he has to hand-render drawings. *hug*

Xaikayla 2005-05-16 14:58:06 ET *whimpers* I just want to be finished, but I care too much to just let it be.

Winter 2005-05-16 17:46:03 ET heheh. That's how I feel about my wedding. *giggle*

Xaikayla 2005-05-16 18:35:02 ET I am excited for you. I suppose I will get that way in a few months. Right now I go through spastic moments of either wanting to plan or attempting to forget that there is a wedding comming. I think I am just scared about the stress.

Winter 2005-05-16 19:19:14 ET The stress is -awful-. Seriously. My wedding is on saturday, and you know what I'm looking forward to most? It being OVER. I love D more than anything in the world, but I am SO SICK of nitpicky BULLSHIT about flowers, and guests, and guest lists, and photo lists, and music co-ordination... I wish we'd eloped.

Xaikayla 2005-05-16 19:59:09 ET Oh I would have eloped from the begiining, however, I have come to realize that somehow, this ceremony and pary thing is not about the couple getting married, it's about the family, friends and other people who want to be apart of it. My hugest stress right now is people, thoes who feel they should be invited and trying to keep the bridal party at a manageable number.

Winter 2005-05-17 07:35:47 ET EXACTLY. The wedding very quickly ceases to be about the couple, and is ALL about the family + friends. We're only having 50 guests, and that threw a whole bunch of family members + old family friends into a tizzy, but hey. We can't afford to invite everyone, and I'll be damned if the family members I loathe will attend my wedding (distant cousins, uncles, etc).

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