I guess I am just tired

Xaikayla 2006-03-13 09:22:58 ET I graduate in just a couple months. Mostly I have been looking forward to that day. Lately it's kinda scaring me. I have been in school for sooo long that alot is going to change now that that part of my life is over. My husband wants us to start trying for a baby. I may be moving to Tenessee before the year is out. there is much more rolling around in my head, stuff I am not yet free to discuss outside family. Did you every wake up one day and realize your life did not turnout like the plan you had in your head? I have to go to court today. I am fighting a sign violation ticket. My choices in that situation were go through a red light or get hit by a trolley. The city is requiring of me almost four hundred dollars because apparently they felt my choice should have been death. Heres hoping for the easy way out: the cop doesn't show.

analog sky 2006-03-13 10:26:23 ET "Did you every wake up one day and realize your life did not turnout like the plan you had in your head?" I had that happen a sometime withint the year. It's ok because it made me realize how much freedom I have to go wrong or to do what I want. It's be a big shock to finally be out of school. Suddenly all my post-school plans don't sound as good as they once did. Maybe the cop's car will be hit by a trolly and he won't make it. Who knows?

Alice 2006-03-13 12:24:46 ET Life changes. You still need to make plans but you need to be ready to change them at a split second. With that...Please don't move to Tenessee, it's evil. I know I don't visit you and I missed the wedding but the thought of you moving off the west coast makes me ill. And don't worry too much about the cop, it is a little thing. <3

Nitric 2006-03-13 19:21:56 ET I agree with andy... what's in tenessee?????

Xaikayla 2006-03-14 07:26:19 ET Dave wants to teach highschool art. To do this he needs a degree called art education. so far, the only school he can find is in Tenessee. This is good for him because that's where his family has relocated to. I have promised him that I would go where ever as long as he goes back to school. My honey went on a depressive martyr trip explaining that he was not going to make time for his art endevors anymore because he needs to just work and that I'll never use my education because I am suppose to stay home with kids... Yeah that was straightened out. So he has realized that his problem is that he hates his job and has a stupid idea of how things are "suppose" to be. Plus, he won't get all sulky and jealouse about the time I spend in the theatre if he has something to do. Hence, I have made him promise to go back to school. Concluding with my promise of anywhere in the country... twenty miles outside of Nashville may be my new home in a matter of months.

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