2006-06-06 11:12:00 ET

So I have gotten to the point that I am almost done with the wedding dress. I am having a hard time finishing it because that means I can't fix it anymore. I know that sounds weird but I am so deep into my need for perfection at the moment that I cannot bear the thought of looking at this girl walk down the isle in a dress I made. I so sure everyone is going to look at it and judge me as a huge horrible seamstress. I am sure they are going to see each and every flaw I see. The bride loves the dress. I had a fitting yesterday, now all I have to do is put buttons on the back and hem it. She Loved it. she was relieved at how how comforable it was. had questions about things so easy to fix. I just can't bring myself to finish the the thing. I realize that this fear of failure is what is paralyzing me... I just can't seem to get over it.

oh and we are moving. moving day as of now is the 9th of august

2006-06-06 23:43:02 ET

I like the new avatar. Good luck with the move. Gah, moves....

2006-06-07 07:00:03 ET

can we get some pics of the dress?

I'm sure it's lovely

2006-06-08 05:38:18 ET

The wedding is saturday. I will be attending this wedding. I will take pics then and post themas soon as I can.

2006-06-08 11:01:12 ET

I'm sure the Mona Lisa has flaws that only one man knows of.

2006-06-08 11:24:50 ET

Thankyou for that. My husband keeps telling me that art is never finished it is merely left alone.

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