So I have really been trying to adjust lately. really I have.
I look at the jobless state in a hopeful light of.. the right job just hasn't come yet. I will get it when I need it.
I am working on being extremely patient with Dave's parents. They are very opinionated and forceful people but I am trying to look at motives and not how they go about things.
I am looking for things to do here. I am gaining hope that I will find friends, people to go somewhere with, people who won't stare at me funny and ask where I am from.
Today I get the horrible diagnosis from the mechanic. The horible noise my car makes will cost $500 to fix. I need other things but I don't have the $300 more to do eveything he recomends. I only have the money to replace the wheel hub and bearing because my parents are being nice enough to lend us some money.
I am soo frustrated. Dave going to school is worth moving here. I just wish things could be easy just for a little while. just for a few days. Stress is making me soo tired.