2007-01-23 16:55:17 ET|
I am into my second week of watching the kid while working on stuff for some club in another state. Tonight was the most trying night so far. I am not sure if it that I feel like my stomache wants to be inside out or that Jaide now argues with everything I say. It could be that I am less tolerant of willful manipulations from a twelve year old because I am sick. And Tired. I sleep 10 to 12 hours and I still feel like I never went to bed. It's almost nine pm, I have no idea how I am going to last till Two am today.
Yesterday a coworker stayed and had dinner with Jaide and I. He laughed at the energy my charge has. After he left, she lit candles in the bathroom and started a wicker wall shelf and its contents on fire.
My coworker told me today that I deserve a raise.
Anyway.. must shop for christmas lights.