2006-11-28 16:27:18 ET|
if you don't know me by now... i fuckin' hate it, but dog gone it, it's true. I HATE EXPLAINING MYSELF. I HAVE BEEN DOING IT SINCE I WAS A CHILD TO MY FAMILY. I DON'T WANT TO ANYMORE. i just thought i wouldn't have to the older i got. some people can't wait to get old so they can be happy, and relaxed and grumpy. me, i want to be old so i can go senile crazy AND NOT HAVE TO EXPLAIN WHY. that is my mood right now. enfuriated, stung, and just not that 'peachy keen'.
i do have the patience of a saint, but i am also fiercely defensive, if i think you matter enough. and then i decide if you do matter.
to each his own. and hold on to what's yours dearly, protect it with all you are, and never take it for granted. it won't always be there.
these are cliches, but we all need to be reminded once in a while, and i can't explain it if you don't already know it. love ya- me