i dont know what to say....you're probably in shock right now....makes me feel a bit silly for harping on about my stupid problems. i am truly sorry....
i'm alright. i am in mild shock. i can type that but i can't say it. which is why i prefer this right now.
thank you. i'm always amazed at the capacity of others to care for their fellow man.
i'm ok. aftershock mode. i'm more concerned for the kids that were better friends with him. on a related note, i'm feeling pretty jaded in my private thoughts. i really need to get out of here. i'm thinking of wintering in new zealand or somewhere similar, doing farmwork, in one of those work for room and board programs. i can't do another winter here.