Boring Boring Boring
2004-04-20 11:54:41 ET

So here i am. Doin nothing, as usual. The only accomplishment i've gotten to today is all my laundry is STILL done. See, see, you all dont understand, usually in my house there are mounds of dirty laundry cleverly tucked away where ever there is space. Not today my friends, it is ALL done and EVEN... all put away! *shudders* It's a site to behold. Ok... i'm so lame. i have nothing more exciting and funny to write about other than my laundry. My life sux ass.

i dont feel like me lately. i feel detached from everything. Like i just want to be alone in the world, not have to worry about anything else. The weird thing is, it's not even that, i dont know what it is. i'm just quiet... and not excited about anything. Mike keeps asking me what's wrong, why i'm so mad. i'm not even mad, i dont know what i am, i just dont feel like me. i hope things start looking up soon, i dunno how much longer i really wanna feel this shitty.

2004-04-20 18:36:43 ET

try exercising. it helps.

well not that i know anything or ever exercise. i dont care what they say about exercising ... if i wanted my body to hurt and ache like that, it sure as hell wouldn't be from exercise. i dont care if it is good for me. PAIN IS NOT GOOD.

Well at least not THAT kind of pain.

2004-04-22 04:59:08 ET

Dont worry, I can relate. All I do is school, work and band practice. I have no time, no life, no one to curl up with at night.

It is rather lonley

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