annabell^lee 2004-05-18 05:37:06 ET i dont know why i even write in here, no one ever reads it. Ah well... fuck it. i've had a rough few days. Some shite going on here that i'm having a hard time dealing with. On top of all that, Mike is leaving very soon for Iraq. Been working out and working my ass off, slowly but surely. Got some shite to do today. Gotta find my power of attorny so that i can join the O'club and get the kids pool membership. Keegan is taking private swimming lessons there this morning. Expensive, but i hear it's totally worth it. Yuk yuk, i wish i could hire a maid to finish my laundry. HA! Labret is healing up nicely. Cant wait to put a seamless ring in it! Wooo.

Kagekun 2004-05-18 08:45:26 ET It probably depends when you post it dear, We're here, we're reading ^_^ Sorry to hear someone you care about is going overseas. How do you feel about it? We're all here for you if you need to talk.. Seriously. *Hugs*

annabell^lee 2004-05-18 11:36:50 ET Thank you much. Your like the first person to comment on something i've written, in hmmm... a long time. (Cept my friends of course) I'm not ok with my husband going overseas. Not since my curiosity got the better of me and I thought it highly necessary I look up the Nick Berg video. Bad idea, to say the very least. Very bad, very very bad. I guess that's about all I can say about it. If you havent seen it, dont watch it.

Kagekun 2004-05-18 11:40:29 ET I've heard enough about it. It's sick. To think that people will do that for a political agenda... I hope that they find the guy they id'd from the tape, and that they take him to court, and put him in jail, the last place he wants to be in the US is a city jailhouse. I doubt he'd come out with his body parts intact. At any rate. Yeah, it probably is not the best to feed what is already an overwhelming concern for a loved one. My brother used to be in the navy and I'd worried about him, but I immagine that's nothing to what it's like to have a spouse in the field. How does your hubby feel about it? Is he doing alright?

annabell^lee 2004-05-18 17:07:48 ET He's ok. Honestly, his main concern is the camel spiders. I think tho, it's just his way of trying to show me he's not scared. Deep down I know that he is, he's just not the kind of person to talk about it. I guess in some twisted way it's good for me, because I think if he was saying how scared he was, I would be even more scared. His answer to everything I have concerns and questions about regarding his deployment is... "I could slip in the tub tomorrow and die." I guess he's right, I just never look at it that way. The bottom line is, what he does is very dangerous and I have to deal with it everyday, just like he does, but in a different way. Of course, I'm the naturual worry wart tho... so. I worry enuff for the both of us I guess.

Kagekun 2004-05-18 17:24:00 ET You're stuck in a very unfortunate position. Never in history has their been a wife left at home while a husband goes to war that doesn't worry incessently. Just try to put your focus on the things you can do, so they say. *HUGS*

annabell^lee 2004-05-18 18:55:28 ET It means alot... thank you. *hugs back*

razberry sparkles 2004-07-03 09:08:05 ET dont feel bad.....no 1 reads my shit as well........it sucks ass.....

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-26 16:47:54 ET *sorry i wasn't around to comment and stuff... didn't have a puter...* if you come back tis will be happy to read and comment and stuff

klemmy 2004-09-27 07:59:33 ET <-is also in the club of "no one reads my journal"

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-27 18:05:21 ET hey... are you calling me no one :::pokes klem:::

annabell^lee 2004-09-28 03:43:45 ET uh oh, someones in trouble.

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 03:52:43 ET yea that he is for sure O_o... no more pokin' for the klemster... not until i get an apology :::tear:::

annabell^lee 2004-09-28 03:53:01 ET awww. much sadness.

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 03:54:35 ET i'll live :::sighs:::

klemmy 2004-09-28 06:02:51 ET there was a time before u...plus times when u were MIA.... but you're still loved gabe!

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 06:06:43 ET *huge hugs* as long as i'm not nothing to you... i'll be happy

klemmy 2004-09-28 06:07:32 ET ::Hugs back:: i'm all your's lover boy

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 06:08:58 ET you always know just what to say :::bights lip::: :-)

klemmy 2004-09-28 06:12:47 ET ::strokes ur butt:: it's all cuz that ass just melts me...

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 06:15:25 ET oh you are gettin' me all hot and bothered :::snickers::: we need to take this elsewhere :::grins:::

klemmy 2004-09-28 06:16:13 ET alright boi that's what i'm talking about

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 06:19:08 ET :-*

klemmy 2004-09-28 06:20:16 ET ;)

annabell^lee 2004-09-28 08:42:31 ET Ok guys, get it outta MY PAGE! lol.

klemmy 2004-09-28 08:51:28 ET actually, i think we got out sometime ago...

annabell^lee 2004-09-28 14:20:39 ET Got out, or came out? *of the closet that is* hehehe. Just kidding. :)

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 15:23:08 ET hahaha yea we moved it from off your page onto another no worries :-)

annabell^lee 2004-09-28 17:42:55 ET Glad to hear it. hehehe.

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 19:08:18 ET so us bein' all lovely in your journal is an unwelcomed thing??? :-(

annabell^lee 2004-09-28 19:45:59 ET Ok, lovey is one thing. Butt boi gay lovey, is another. ;)

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 19:47:11 ET oh but if you saw that butt... you'd understand... :::snickers::: i just messin' i'll try to keep it to a minimum...

annabell^lee 2004-09-28 19:48:40 ET lol, no worries my friend :) i'm just one for bein a smart ass at times.

klemmy 2004-09-28 21:12:09 ET no boi butt loving here...just gay fun lol

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-28 22:44:40 ET yes yes... my ass isn't very smart... so i don't know how to act otherwise O_o

klemmy 2004-09-29 07:28:45 ET too true

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-29 13:05:12 ET i'm workin' on it

annabell^lee 2004-09-29 17:32:01 ET you guys crack me up.

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-29 17:32:59 ET well i gots to admit crack is a weakness of mine... so i must bless the world with it :-)

annabell^lee 2004-09-29 17:34:06 ET haha, classic.

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-29 17:34:35 ET haha :-) well glad you like it

annabell^lee 2004-09-29 17:38:37 ET :)

klemmy 2004-09-30 07:10:29 ET it's cuz us crackheads think alike...

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-30 07:58:14 ET and we stick together like white on rice... well unless the other wont share their crack... but luckily klem gives me all the crack i could want ;-)

klemmy 2004-09-30 08:32:48 ET Oh yeah my boi toi

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-30 08:33:45 ET :::blushes:::

klemmy 2004-09-30 08:36:34 ET ::gives u crack::

Apollyon Gabriel 2004-09-30 08:37:28 ET oh yea baby :-)

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