I am not physically suffering, but I am emotionally stressed out.
It'd be easier to fall asleep before, but I gave up my chance to by watching a really really sad Asian classic called "Rouge" so I'm being a fuckin' emo and I can't stop crying.
Have you tried interjecting your movie watchings with frequent clips of disney movies? You'd find the experience delightful and upbeat, if incredibly strange and maladjusted...