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2002-11-22 08:01:05 ET
its finally friday. and i couldnt be more thrilled. on the inside. this weather has put me in a contemplative mood. it happens often, triggered by different events or occurrences. today its the weather. foggy, damp, chilly...perfect gotham weather. i feel insulated...peaceful and tranquil. nothing can touch me, i'm in the protective arms of anonymity, a face in the crowd to be forgotten. its on days like this i feel my emotional range widening just a bit...so that i can feel more, and more deeply. with more understanding for some of my peers, more insight into motivation, into weakness, and into frailty. in essence, more human.
i don't recall when it was i began to de-humanize myself. probably at an early age. even a youngster can take a quick look around and decide being a human sucks donkey cock. but i am all about balance. i need to be more emotional sometimes. because like it or not...i am human. |
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