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2003-11-17 21:03:19 ET *rubs feet* today was rather long. i don't want to go to school tomarrow. i'll be happy once this week is over. yet another death in the family. it seems the guzmans are dropping like flies. the first death was expected and appentely deserved. this one however, wasn't. no mother should be taken away from their family so early in life. she was only 40. cancer seems to be a fan of the guzmans. my project went over very well today. i'm happy. but our class is lame. and they go completely silent when ever my work comes up. and i have to resort to practically begging people for some feedback. *beats people with fish* it just pisses me off cause i'm always talking about their work. good and bad. trying to help them out. but then my stuff comes up and everyone goes silent. i hate that. i also hate the fact that most people don't turn their stuff in the day its due. if i slave my ass to get my work turned in on time then i better get something for it. *shivers* its been cold. and cuddling this weekened was at a minimum. i demand more cuddling. i however, enjoy spending time with kim. i've eaten three krispy kreme doughnuts in the past week. i don't get it. however. i will gladly take a grilled cheese from in'n'out and at any point in the day. i love cream of wheat. i love it. my aunt asked me if i was going to be getting married soon. that was kinda akward. *shivers* i've been gaining these painful zits. the kind that itch, yet hurt like hell if you think about them. death. *shivers* i took a shower today and it made me realize i really want to soak in a tub. its been months since i have bathed in a tub. i need to relax, i need a gooddamn clean tub. anyone localy have a nice big tub i can soak* in for about an hour? i haven't eaten a good sized meal in awhile. i need to pack my own lunch. cause this eating crap thing is bad. *you can't watch me bathe nor can you bathe with me. unless you happen to be a homo-male. and i mean pre-homo male to me saying boys can bathe with me. |
