2004-08-11 21:46:02 ET|
everything was going so nice today. then we sat down to play some monopoly. someone said something that reminded me of hyatt. i tried to sit it out, but i had to get up and then go to bathroom i washed my face with cold water and proceeded back out to the kitchen. cold washing helps me gain control of things.
now i just feel like crap. javier left me some music, i should listen to it.
tonight there is a meteor shower. i wish he didn't leave so soon. i would have wanted to cuddle in my yard staring at the sky. he smells likes cloves which is really comforting. </sap>
on monday i hung out with joe, we went to the mall i got a new wallet, a phone book, and a new eyeshadow, i'm going for the gross sick look. i'll take some photos for tomarrow.
i also bought sock garters which are fucking sexy.
i want to be this close to you.