2003-09-10 20:30:55 ET|
okay, so that sex I thought I was going to have this weekend, I might not....urungckf
That is because the guy I was going to maybe sorta have it with said something odd late last night/early this morning.
He wants to keep me in a friendship spot...
I have no clue what that is supposed to mean.
So I am going to go with it.
I like him, alot, and I do not want any kind of binding relationship right now(relationship=good, as long as it is open...) so I guess that is okay, But I was looking foreward to having sex with someone this weekend...I was leaning towards him ,but.......
sex is sex no matter what..
hahaha, he also told me that
"I should date all the people(date??) I am interested in right now. Then pick my favorite"
Maybe I am really lame, and perhaps greedy, But I don't want to pick anyone,(in the sense I think he means anyway) why can't some people acdept that free lay?
I mean really,
you meet a nice girl she wants to do ya, and you keep her in a "friendship spot"?
Am I missing something here?
Is there a reason why it took me so long to have some guy take the rest of my virginity away?
Perhaps, I have no clue
At any rate....
Today I had Japanese, man I am behind so bad.
I will study or shoot myself
I will be studious
yea, right. Like I say every fucking semester.