have you ever just sat back and considered that everythign you believe in, everything you strive for may all be lost in a strange turning of worlds? perhaps, lets say, you have dreams of living alone ina cottage and raising wild animals while writing novels simply as a way to pass time. but then, one day, you find something so amazing (be it a person or place or object) that it makes you change your dreams forever. do you consider what might happen if your new dream never becomes a reality? do you consider that the whole time you were fooling yourself thinking you could pull a stunt like that and actually get away with it? or do you just wait for it all to fall into place? do you just go to sleep and hope you wake up in a better place and a better time?
I really wish I could sleep, but all this shaking is giving me a headache
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