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2003-12-09 20:33:05 ET im still not feeling complete somethings missing here.... i dont know what yet just something feels like its missing.... i dunno maybe im just looseing it so much bad shit has been happening to me i just wanna get away from everything right now everyone and just go into a hole for a while and see if anything changes everythings the same. its seems as if im just waiting around for life to happen something big and exciting to happen. hopefully something will change when the new year comes in maybe my mom will let me move or something i just need to get the hella out of sunnyvale god i wanna leave this place so bad i hate it here i hate everyone here i have no reason to stay.... god i hate being depressed im not usually like this im always so happy and positive but ive given up just fuck it |
