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2005-07-26 18:47:16 ET
ya know, i really wish i could start feeling better, i still don't know what's wrong. =s hopefully i'll be able to do something this weekend that will change the way i think, but something tells me it won't. for once i wish everyone and everything could just come together happily and harmonically, there's so much frustration and hate around me right now and i'm getting sick of it, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. it's making me sick and people need to quit being babies about everything and just fucking grow up. i'm probably not going to paintball this weekend but i'll definetly watch if anyone is playing, which i doubt, but anyway, i just wanted to rant on here for a few minutes, and wish for the old days when i was happy. and i really wish for newer days when i'll be happy, i know it's a matter of waiting, but as numb said in one of her comments 'why can't it happen now, dammit.'.....*sigh* shit happens, then you die. |
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