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2005-09-07 16:24:53 ET so i'm stressed again, and don't know why. i swear i collect more stress than an old house does bugs, rocks through the window, and vines around the mother. amy thinks it's because of something with me and her and she couldn't be more wrong, i'm stressed about everything else. i'm about to take a big step with her, and i couldn't be worried less about it...i'm actually pretty suprized my granma (who by the way thinks females are the friggin devil.) told her she could move in with us....how about them pickles.....until the law suite over our land is settled. i hope she does, but i don't think she will, she's been saying that she's going to spend more time over at my house to see if she'll be comfortable enough to do it...one can only pray. but to muh baby, it's not you...trust me, if anything in this world can destress me, it's her...and i feel bad for not opening up to her, because she says i'm pushing her away, but i really don't mean to it's just that sometimes i get this way and don't know why...right brad?...i love her more than the sun burns. and...and...i dont' know i'll tell her about everything so she'll feel better and hopefully i will too. night guys. |
