Time Doesn't Heal
2004-08-19 12:19:06 ET

Even though I have a new dog, who is absolutely amazing, it's incredible how much I miss the Bean and Squirt-in-steiner. I often wonder if I magically appear in front of them tomorrow, will they still remember me much less love me the same as when I had to give them up or if they are so perfectly contented with their new lives/owners to even care? I know it sounds silly, but I don't want either of them to think that I didn't love them anymore or that they were "unwanted" but that it was the best for both of them. It really is funny how it's the simple things you miss the most. I never thought I'd miss coming home to a big fur-ball who wouldn't leave me alone until he had time to curl up and purr on my chest. I definitely didn't think I'd miss sharing my pillow or the drool on my head. And I hate the fact that just when she was starting to warm up and become lovey, I had to turn her away. Eventhough it's been over 3 months and I know she is happier and I don't know how he is, I still hate myself for not convincing Joe to bring them with us.....

2004-08-20 06:11:55 ET

Stop it.

2004-08-20 06:15:52 ET

hahah I love the sims

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