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2002-07-29 12:35:46 ET HAVE YOU EVER *prank called someone: indeed i have *been prank called: yes *fallen asleep in class: yes *been suspended: fuckers...i have already graduated from college. *been expelled: see previous answer *contemplated suicide: on many occasions *attempted suicide: nope *seen someone die: i have seen 2 dead bodies in the road before *cut yourself: all the time...but not in that i am a messed up rich kid in high school way...i am a jewelry designer and cutting myself on occasion with my jewelrs saw is just part of the territory *slit your wrists: nope *flirty eye contacted someone in class: probably not *fantasized about someone: yes *kissed someone elses partner: not that i know of *had oral sex with someone elses partner: no *trashed a hotel room: nope *trashed someones home at a house party: not that i remember *worried about your friends? all the time *had your friends worry about you? who knows *What's to worry about? i worry about anything and everything LAST PERSON YOU: *told that you loved them: brandon *spoke to on the phone: my uncle *got an e-mail from: michelle replying to a post in my lj *spoke to on-line: yotam *bitched with: um my manager at work *bitched about: my coworkers *missed: brandon *were excited about seeing: brandon *wished you could see more of: brandon *wished you would see less of: myself *fought with verbally: um...my mom i guess *fought with physically: my sister *wanted to kiss: brandon *had sex with: brandon *wanted to have sex with: brandon *saw: my dad *swore at: my manager at work about my coworkers *laughed at: yotam made me laugh *dated: brandon *dumped: hahaahah...i always get dumped, so that would be this psycho named daniel back in 1995 *were dumped by: joseph WHICH FAMOUS PERSON WOULD YOU: *have sex with: nikki sixx *like to have a philosophical talk about life with: angelina jolie *like to have as a best friend: angelina jolie *bring back to life: einsteiin EITHER OR: *Britney/Christina: christina...i hate that other bitch *N.I.N/Marilyn Manson: how about neither *Blink 182/Jimmy Eat World: neither again *Sepultura/Soulfly: sepultura *Incubus/Deftones: strike up another one to neither *Linkin Park/Limp Bizkit: neither again *Papa Roach/Alien Ant Farm: damn...neither *The Ataris/The Vandals: vandals *No Doubt/Snake River Conspiracy: just shoot me now *Disturbed/Mudvayne: bang *Rancid/The Clash: the clash *Kurt Cobain/Elvis: elvis *Classical/Pop: classical *Punk/Ska: punk rock *Black/industrial: neither *Emo/Indie: fuck all that shit I am not: happy. I hurt: in my brain and heart I love: brandon I hate: myself I fear: death I hope: everything will start to make sense I crave: pepsi...diet pepsi I regret: a lot I cry: a lot these days I care: about too much I always: the one getting fucked over in the end I long: to be out of debt I feel alone: every day I listen: to better music than you I hide: lats of secrets I drive: a saturn I sing: in the car I dance: i don't dance I breathe: yes i do I play: bass and giutar I miss: brandon and the good ole days I search: for a way to like myself I learn: lots of things I feel: empty I know: it's all my fault I say: too much or not enough I succeed: maybe one day I fail: too often I dream: of being beautiful I wonder: what the hell is going on I want: more tattoos I worry: about everything all the time I have: enough to get by I give: a shit about most people I fight: myself and my problems I wait: to be beautiful I need: a miracle of some sorts |
