2002-09-14 12:02:50 ET|
damn i am bored out of my skull....
the man that lives above me is still loud as an elephant...
i have no make-up on...i look a mess, not even close to pretty today. went for a short stroll down on mass street. it is raining and the rain is calming. there was some high school marching band parade crap going on. i ignored it and checked my work schedule.
i have eaten too much today...and now i feel ill.
the problems are as follows:
one= too lazy and will never be more than that...frustrating, control freak, and far too shy.
two= i don't like you and you get on my nerves.
three= you live way too far away and are far too young...plus i have never met you in person and probably never will.
four= you live too far away and are you willing to even try? should i waste my time?
five= hahaha now that is a joke.
*in love with the idea of being in love*
bored and lonely.
i lied when i said i don't hold a grudge anymore...i am still angry.