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2002-10-08 16:57:09 ET
i saw sahara hotnights play last night and they were great.
you know....sometimes i just want to be left alone and i get the opposite...sometimes it is all of the wrong people and never the right ones...life gets complicated and sometimes i don't know what i want...sometimes i think i need a big change...sometimes i think it is far too late to change anything at this point (i am 24 years old)...i have realized a few things...i don't want a career in the arts...i already have a BFA and here i am working on my masters degree and i realize i have made what may be a mistake...one that i might be stuck with...but here i am having to design jewelry and attend classes...and i force myself to do it out of a feeling of obligation...or lack of something to do...played my guitar and bass today and realized how much i missed it...how much i miss a lot of things...i am wondering what the fuck i am doing in graduate school...i don't think it is the right place for me at this point in my life...i have dreams...but don't know where to start...i feel a spell of me being antisocial coming on...i need something...but don't know what. |
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