2002-10-10 16:02:57 ET|
dyed my hair.i needed a change....
the middle hawk is still black...one side is green...the other pink....
feeling lonely today. i wish i had something....maybe sombody to love me for me the way i am, but i never seem to be good enough for anyone and i always end up hating myself over it. i think people just want to desrtoy me.
i wish i were better at conversation and did not always say the wrong things.
i miss what brandon and i had...that is a whole different story with a sad ending.
i need siome good friends here...some that i really have things in common with...
i should work on school work.