2002-11-14 07:57:46 ET

saw the casualties last night...it was okay...traded bracelets with rick...then we gave shelley a call...i suppose the show was fun.

saw lots of cute and ugly couples there last night...they all made me feel lonely...very lonely. got hit on by yet another skin...i am like a damn magnet for them...i don't know why and i don't like it...don't want a skinhead boyfriend...but that is all i attract for some reason. plus there are no punk guys here....well some but i am so picky and they are all in highschool. i like them young, but not that young. being lonely sucks. i can't figure out why people don't like me...maybe because i am a social handicap in regard to anyone i find interesting....ahh fuck it. maybe i am just too ugly or chubby. i hate being single...i am not used to it...i don't need a boyfriend anyway....single and lonely is good...i will deal with it...single and lonely and miserable and an unhappy me keeps other people happy so that is what i should do...fuck making myself happy...i just wish i didn't have to see all the other people in love and happy...it really depresses me. i am going to trim my hair now.

2002-11-14 08:56:32 ET

awwwe...kate youre gonna be fine. guys suck. girls dont like me either. i had a date with a girl last night and it was rad. then i went to a bowling alley to catch up with friends. there was a girl i hadnt seen there in a while and she lumped all over me. then they took me to a bar to finish up my bday the right way and the waitress was kissing me and telling me how attractive i am. i only attract females when i start having an interest in one of em...and that sucks!! by the way you are far from ugly or chubby. hang in there and i hope to see you at a show or somethiing soon!!

2002-11-14 09:16:59 ET

maybe you should get outa texas =)

2002-11-14 09:35:00 ET

but i am not in texas....i live in kansas city :(
i moved away from texas in august....

2002-11-14 14:23:34 ET

i dont wanna hear you say you're ugly or chubby...b/c i think you're absolutly beautiful. people suck. no doubt. but someday you'll find someone to complete you. :-D
*cyber hug*

2002-11-15 18:19:06 ET

Why do you get all the skins after you? I'll tell you; you're a physically attractive female with a mohawk. What else could a person ask for? I mean, come on, really...

2002-11-20 15:51:24 ET


2002-11-21 15:56:04 ET

Not a problem.

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