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2003-10-27 14:30:45 ET
  
i cant wait to get my GY!BE cd 
it will be great 
 
im not as happy 
 
i dont know what to think today 
im tired 
 
i have things to love 
but ive said it many times before 
 
i dont feel as much as i use to 
ive been killed from the inside 
 
i dont know what to feel anymore 
i never know whats right and wrong anymore 
 
i know its there  
but im afraid to feel it 
 
afraid of the pains 
and the mistakes 
 
that can be made 
the ones that might be made 
 
you can feel th rish of wind on your face 
as you fall from the cliff 
 
you think of all the good times 
you flash in the pasts shadows 
 
you know the end is soon  
where will you be going  
 
for now you are weightless 
soaring through the skies 
 
the moment that is now 
will only be once 
 
the ground nears 
and the clouds clear 
 
the trees fly by  
and the rocks are close 
 
you see your shadow  
and soon after  
 
you see nothing 
you felt no pain 
 
and now 
you fly up again 
 
through the clouds and trees 
you look down and see yourself 
 
you feel nothing  
you see the end 
 
the light nears 
and you can see your life 
 
the ones youve lost  
and the ones you never knew 
 
you know it the end 
but only of the real life 
 
what happens now will be up to you 
the way you live is up to you 
 
the end is now 
the life has gone  
 
but only from that body 
your now 
finely,  
 
Free. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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