a 2nd home

nicedream 2003-11-09 06:08:26 ET i have finely found someone that cares its a person that loves me more than anyone that has before ive not been this happy in years i have to thank you for doing this it seem i could just live with you forever i never want this to end i know you care all i want is to hold you you have made me happy again im more than comfortable with you than with anyone else and that is one of the greatest feelings ever ........................................................... its sunday fall-break is over saddness i have spent every day except monday at caseys house friday we went to the mall and stuff we had much fun then that night sarah ginny kandess robert josh came to me and sarah and ginny didnt leave till 5am i love you guys i bought Vaspertine by Bjork it is very good i suits my current mood settings which is Love it is great i will see you Dears

Kamikaze 2003-11-09 07:36:34 ET Congratulations on your find. I hope that it works out for the two of you.

nicedream 2003-11-09 07:42:56 ET as do i.... i heard about you guys.. im sorry we love you! well i do HEHE

Kamikaze 2003-11-09 08:22:13 ET Thanks. I haven't given up hope. In fact, I'm more in love with her now than I was then. She's given me the best thing I could ever need, and that's time apart. I didn't know that while I was with her, but I started to notice it more. I didn't realize I needed to change this much, but I knew I needed to change. But, I'm making my changes, and I'm happy again. I'm not sure how long it'll take before I can keep this happiness, but for now, I'm happy to know that I have what it takes to change and to change for the better. This is what Kandess wanted, and I was blind to it for so long. I couldn't thank her enough for this. This is truly a blessing, and that helps me stay close to her. Without her, I would still be the same dismal me.

nicedream 2003-11-09 08:25:38 ET distance makes the hear grow fonder

Kamikaze 2003-11-09 09:08:38 ET This is something that took me a year to learn

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