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2005-01-21 07:25:31 ET and yet a again the iPod is pumping life into my ears the only thing keeping me sane again today im in MMP (yearbook) and Ms. Bush is still out shes been out for 2 weeks now i feel bad for her her mother-in-law is about to die and shes been taking care of her alot lately i love ms. bush shes a sweetie as some of you may notice i have changed my Bio a bit SUPPORT *drinks water* im addicted to water which is good i love it i drink like 3 or 4 bottles a day wee! i dont know if any of you know this but i have to have glasses i wish i had them right now so i could see what i was typing clearly but ill survive i should have them today or tomorrow oh update on the whole "Sound of Music" im not doing it i was asked to play a much larger role in another play titled "Bus Stop" ill be playing a cowboy *Music from Silent Hill 4 comes on* i love this song its titled "Resting Comfortably" WONDERFUL gives me goosebumbps everytime i hear it i have wondered soemthing recently, why it is that i act the way i do. Not that its bad, i just wonder why it is i dont care most of the time. I tried to explain this to someone last night. This is how it went: I always expect the very Worst from every situation. So when the event or thing happens it can turn out one of two ways. One, just as i expected and when this happens i am prepared and i can stay calm and handle the situation. Two, it happens and it is much better (or turns out to be good) and i am on cloud 9 and happy. this is why i think i can stay so calm all the time when i walk through the halls here i never have much of an expression on my face. its just because i ignore most of the things going on around me because usually its something that is stupid and insognificant and i can laugh at it to myself *drink* im excited that Sarah 1 and 2 are coming down this weekend *i want a smoke* i know its bad ok this is long enough im in a really talkitive mood and there is no one around that has enough of a brain to talk to *Mum is playing* ahh ok im done kisses to all ~dream |
