Awake on the Train
2005-03-13 14:21:21 ET

Everone who reads this
is usually in a state of confusion

come to my Exit of Reality

this is the place that i really tell how i feel
some of you may be surprised

but it is how i feel
and im not going to hide it

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i took a photo of myself in snow


amazingly
that is how i always look now

thats ok

i just feel it all
and yet feel nothing anymore


but

before you ask


Everything is fine.


2005-03-13 15:26:13 ET

you're captively beautiful Brent...inside and out.

2005-03-13 15:52:38 ET

thank you

2005-03-13 17:35:43 ET

=)

2005-03-13 17:39:54 ET

im having a shitty, lonely night...go to my Exit of Reality and youll get an even better view..i updated it

2005-03-13 17:46:34 ET

*goes*...brb

2005-03-13 17:49:12 ET

I understand Brent...trust me.


I waited 6 years for Josh...It's worth it in the end *hugs*

2005-03-13 17:59:39 ET

awww...how romantic, you love him so much dont you.I agree, it is worth it in the end and I know you will see that.<3

2005-03-13 18:05:59 ET

Jen and Kandess, you two have been the only ones tonight to make me smile..

thanks to you both.

jen:yes i do.

2005-03-13 18:12:07 ET

i am so happy that we made you smile.

anytime <3 goodluck!

2005-03-13 18:13:26 ET

im hoping by next weekend....something....new.

2005-03-13 18:15:05 ET

i cant wait to hear all about it.

2005-03-13 18:17:38 ET

well...im hopeful...and dont worry, something new or not...youll still hear about it

2005-03-13 19:53:50 ET

Good things take time...and once it happens you'll be telling me "it was all worth it" I know because thats what i tell people all the time. And if i had it all to do over again, I'd wait another 6 years for him if thats what it took. =) you'll feel better soon.

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