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2005-04-24 11:17:48 ET Well then i did not party last night (or this morning) i went upstairs to wait around for Jillian to call and i started to watch Secret Window and fell asleep on the couch and woke at 3 30 so i went to bed and woke again at 1 30 pm and here i am ANY WAY so i said id have some pics the only ones i have (that are good) are some that i took so here they are First off the suit  Not bad Next the hair Which was the best thing about THE WHOLE NIGHT im thinking of fixing it like that more now  WEE Next a shitty pic but you can see the rest of the hair  now its the day after and im just in a weird ass mood im headed to Ashleys to hang out and im listning to Aphex Twin-Rhubarb I love this song Ta tA *update (less than five minutes later)* i realized by looking at those pics why im in the mood i have told no one about this and no one knows but now you all will know i have a really big fear one that haunts me daily and its i am afraid that as time goes on and i die that i will be forgotten and just become nothing i never want to be forgotten and last night when i was walking to escort Jillian and they said my name and everone at the prom Cheered louder for us than any other of the court i almost cried then when they announced that we had won i think it was the happiest i have been in years or even ever then the cameras were flashing and people were cheering Just for us it was the greatest feeling to know that EVEYONE CHEERING was a friend to me and that they (in some way) cared for me... i love them all and when they cheered i wanted to cry again |
