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2005-08-25 06:02:13 ET went to a movie watched the emotional breakdown of a friend a shoulder to cry on someone to talk with about it but then it went down walked around a parking gerage in the middle of the night in the car no words come home shit still happeneing outside and in here i leave i go out i realize that this is it for the next year nothing new nothing diffrent the same thing every week for a year fighting classes working saddness empty stares broken hearts rolling tears empty feelings im tired they are lucky they have that at least im going to stop looking there is no reason in it i just want everyone to leave me alone i want to leave myself alone im not going to find it its not as simple os they make it im ready to quit i need to work out im getting fat im breaking down im tired i have had enough. |
