2006-01-30 03:59:35 ET|
things have been so right for me.
i went from sad lonely alcoholic
to a centered (sorta) happy person
i owe it all to one night of fate
one night of loving friends
and one night where one boy stole my heart with one kiss (ohh how cliché)
i no longer lay in the bed and just sleep my days away
i have a reason to get up
i have a reason to do what im suppose to
before there was no drive for me to do anything
but now when i wake
and he is there beside me
talking in his sleep
i tear up
how long have i waited for this Subkultures?
you (journal and SKer's) have been there through alot of shit with me
you heard my prayers
my crushed hearts
i have found a place inside me
that i never knew existed
Thomas makes me feel whole
there was always a piece of me missing
and now i have found it.
i knew it was right from the first time he walked into the door
i knew it was him
because when i saw him
after my classes
i am going to take my music
and go to a park
and just walk with myself
and be happy.
that is one thing i have never been able to do.