|
2006-01-30 03:59:35 ET things have been so right for me. i went from sad lonely alcoholic to a centered (sorta) happy person i owe it all to one night of fate one night of loving friends and one night where one boy stole my heart with one kiss (ohh how cliché) i no longer lay in the bed and just sleep my days away i have a reason to get up i have a reason to do what im suppose to before there was no drive for me to do anything but now when i wake and he is there beside me passed out talking in his sleep i tear up how long have i waited for this Subkultures? you (journal and SKer's) have been there through alot of shit with me you heard my prayers my hopes my crushed hearts and now i have found a place inside me that i never knew existed total happiness with myself Thomas makes me feel whole there was always a piece of me missing and now i have found it. i knew it was right from the first time he walked into the door i knew it was him because when i saw him he GLOWED and now today after my classes i am going to take my music and go to a park and just walk with myself and be happy. that is one thing i have never been able to do. |
