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Christine
A parody on love and life.
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| when things get hard 2010-05-30 14:37:51 ET |
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& I feel like giving up.
& I know this isn't the way it's supposed to be.
I look at your darling face & I forget every word to all the sad songs I used to know & sing.
& I remember what it's like to be free again.
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| 2010-04-21 16:32:23 ET |
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Liam is so precious. He really brings to light the things that I value in myself and the things I look for in relationships and life. I've always fought hard with my insecurities. They're deeply rooted in my traumatic childhood, but when Liam smiles, all of that disappears. It's all about now and it's all about tomorrow. It's all about the things I can do. I know that I am a passionate hardworking individual. These are the things that kept me surviving, even though at times barely. These are the things that I want Liam to value as well. I want him to learn the value of the spirit of life. I want him to yearn education even in unconventional ways. I want him to be passionate and know that even though working for what you love and want is hard, it is rewarding. So these are the things I am going to try and teach him by EXAMPLE. I am going to give him the love and support he deserves, because he gives me the love and meaning I never got. So many parents get so caught up in the artificial issues of parenting that they forget how to let a relationship with a child be as nature intended, natural!
On a side note but somewhat related- We need to get babies back on the boob and off of formula! I am so tired of hearing excuses about why women shouldn't and "can't" breastfeed! YES, yes you can! Even when I thought I couldn't do it anymore, I still did it because that is how nature intended it to be. I look at Liam and I know that it is the only option! The benefits for him outweigh any personal disadvantage for myself. Some women argue that they can't but unless you have a doctor tell you that it is impossible, you can! Your milk WILL come in, the baby WILL latch, and IT IS POSSIBLE. Don't give up on it. You can do it. BILLIONS of women for thousand and thousands of years have done it this way when there were NO other options. I know there are exceptions but too many women think they are one of them. I apologize for the rant.
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| I still exist. 2010-04-16 15:31:13 ET |
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Everyone, this is Liam. Liam, this is everything. ♥
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| 2009-12-16 01:42:17 ET |
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31 weeks.
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| FuzziBunz 2009-09-11 11:25:32 ET |
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Nathan and I are really interested in trying these bad boys out for the baby. They save a lot of money in diaper costs and are very eco-friendly, not to mention the benefits for the baby's little bottom. :)
If you have a new born or one on the way check out their website!
http://www.fuzzibunz.com/
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| and they never go away 2009-09-03 16:57:55 ET |
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It seems my problems never seem to GO AWAY no matter how hard we try to resolve them.
This is the biggest test of my life thus far.
On another note. I felt the baby move for the first time and it was strange and incredible.
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| .hang me out. 2009-08-22 05:10:33 ET |
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i often write rather personally on this, even though I know I shouldn't. I suppose I do a lot of things I shouldn't. I'm out of options. I don't know what else to do.
I don't have anyone to run to and I am sick of whining about it.
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| .They can't take you from me. 2009-03-14 20:20:27 ET |
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The days have been endlessly beautiful. I haven’t ever seen the sun brighter in a long time. However, fear the judgment spewing from my mouth because they’re formulated in the darkness of shadows.
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| i finally 2009-02-28 15:56:16 ET |
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added new pictures on this thing haha
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| the disconnect 2009-02-19 04:02:02 ET |
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It's obviously time for me to start withdrawing myself from a lot of lives. I've become too comfortable here in Orlando. I've become content in making friends that will end up leaving in a year to forget about me.
I've also inconvenienced and burned a lot of peoples lives around me.
I just got to stop being such a fuck-up.
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