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i feel About me: The name be Melanie, I can also go by Mel or Melly... hrmm I am situated in British Columbia, Canada and a proud fucking CANADIAN .... The D.O.B would be 08/22/1985. I am open to new things, and am pretty easy going... I am a great listener... and I really don't know what to say about myself, I am just sorta me.... so thats all for now...... Likes: Horses, Animals, Pet snakes, Internet, Movies, Music, Real friends, chatting to NICE people, parties, cool posters, getting mail, doodleing, writing poems, joking around, being immature when its the appropriate time, the color black/red/blue, Beer and or any liquor for that matter, going to concerts, moshing, I can skank like no tomorrow, parties, playing cards, reading, visiting, and that is all for now Dislikes/Pet Peeves: Liars, Redundant Bullshit, ASSHOLES, people who act like they care but really don't give a fuck, bad drivers, tail gaters, holiday rushes, Valentines Day, Ignorance, Judgementalness, Egotistical jerks, Concietedness, wigger mentality, school, teachers, cops, narks, old dirty nasty men who stare, people who stare in general, Users, LIARS, CHEATERS, unsanitary people, being cold, road blocks, being sick, people who think they are all that, getting out of bed, back stabbers, roller blades, heavy breathers, bad manners, carelessness, hangovers, public bathrooms, rumours, unibrows, midgets, loud eaters, gossip, arrogance, stubbornness, selfishness, saying goodbye, expressing my feelings, LOVE, when people lead you on then betray you, mind games, when people break promises, SLUTTY TWINKIES, close minded people, people who lash out at others cuz of their insecurities, moochers, people who walk really slow, society in all its "glory", awkwardness, people who insist on hurting me, people who dump you like yesterdays trash, being unhappy, the ferry, work, guys who think they are gods gift to women, racism, being ditched, furless cats, loosing things, cold water in the shower, dryer fluff, speed bumps, people who don't listen, loud eaters, traffic, when people highbeam you, math, alarm clocks, having no $$, knowitalls, people who strut, the way i look 80% of the time and last but not least, all the faults of humanity and problems resulting from these faults...... FAV QUOTES: "I know not where i go, but i can't stay here" "Adultry: two wrong people doing the right thing" Ways to get ahold of me Email/Msn- fetish2000000000000@hotmail.com or dilutedpupils@hotmail.com Aim- s0spaperdolls0s A funny website that can always make me laugh http://www.holyzoo.com/media/Weeee.html

oh no it is M E L L I O

drunk times

2008-03-26 05:22:06 ET FUN DRUNKEN FUN TIME PICS YAY 3 comments

hello

2008-03-23 02:54:45 ET So I cut my hair off again, its short like it was.... I also graduated college... yay.... My life is so hectic, and although I just accomplished something that is going to give me a good paying job, im feeling a little down in the dumps... im sure it will pass though. 5 comments

new piercing

2007-08-31 01:37:26 ET I got my monroe pierced on monday.. its cute, i like it :) 5 comments

birthday fun

2007-08-25 10:57:33 ET had a really nice birthday, "champagne birthday" ...despite the fact that I am old... OLD..... and was way to hungover lol.... ah well, my friend michelle came and visited me for three days was really nice, now its back to both shitty jobs, yippeeeee ! 2 comments

2 new pics

2007-07-29 13:14:51 ET New hair... I love it, it takes a lot of work, but I think it is sooo cute .... yay :) 2 comments

NEW PICS !!!! w00t !!! 0i !!

2002-08-13 23:58:41 ET lol...haha yah, i just took a few new pics a lil while ago....lol..goddamn im fugly, haha oh well its all good....yeah, im really bored...lalalalalala 52 comments

quiz thingers

2002-08-12 18:23:05 ET Super Teen Extrodinaire Take the Cartoon Hero Quiz?. Adorability! Find out what anime girl you are. *clever* What fuzzy creature are you? You're the sweetheart of Tiny's World! What Tiny's World character are you?. 11 comments

blahblahblahblahboredom sucks !!

2002-08-11 00:57:41 ET hmm so right now i am really bored, singing along to tunes in my room pissing my parents off.....i had no way to get into town to go see my boy and i got really mad, i think i broke my nuckle..owwwwwiiiieeeeee its bleeding...oh well..anyways...on another note....i really miss the good ol days...me, cia, spencer and garret...man we had so many fun fun times....it makes me sad to see things change so much....it really sucks...it would be so cool to hang out with the old crew again, drivin around in spencers car listenin to tunes haveing fun, or chillin at my house watchin movies, or me and cia walking to garrets in the morning and wakeing them up and then watching them jam out in the garage...man oh man..those were some real fun times....oh memmories, sweet sweet memmories....well im gonna sit around some more and sing along to some music....bye ! I Am The Sex Toy: Fuzzy Cuffs: Everyone knows who's in charge here, its me! I'll grab you by the wrists and not let go until you are good and done. Ten-hut! Find out what sex toy you are. What's *Your* Sex Sign? what's your inner flower? [c] s u g a r d e w Which Evil Criminal are You? <a<BR> href="http://www.wiredreflection.com/tests/magic.html" target="new"> border=0 frameborder=0 alt="You are a Sorceress!"> Take the <a<BR> href="http://www.wiredreflection.com/tests/magic.html" target="new"> "How Do You Use Magic?" test! Written by Brimo 5 comments

im home from my week long camping trip.....w00h00

2002-08-07 22:17:12 ET i am home from my week long camping trip.....yay....it feels sooo good to be home, yay....awe i miss my baby soo much and hes not home grrrrrrrrrrrr......oh well yah oh man sooo much stuff happened when i was camping, crazy.....awe did anyone here notice i was gone ? or miss me ?? lol...i doubt it, hahaha....well im gonna go to gibby and meet up with my friend cia so i guess i'll see you all later...bye ! 22 comments

Survey thinger

2002-07-22 03:02:04 ET if you are bored please feel free to do it too... ---------GENERAL INFO--------- Name: Melanie Dawn Valentine * Nickname: Mel, Smelly, melly, magic melly, fat ugly, etc * Birthday: August 22 * College: highschool *Location: Canada B.C * E-mail: if i tell you, you'll laugh, fetish2000000000000@hotmail.com * Color of eyes: pretty blue, or gray blue, depending * Hair: brown * Height: 5'11-6' somewhere around there * Shoe Size: 10 (big foot) * Brothers/Sisters: 1 brother * Bedtime: whenever i want ---------HAVE YOU EVER--------- * Ever been so drunk you blacked out: well passed out, yes * Been in a car accident: yes.. *Been Hurt emotionally: yes, many times * Kept a secret from everyone: yes * Had an imaginary friend? i dunno, maybe * Wanted to hook up with a friend: haha yes ! *Cried during a movie: hehe yes * Ever thought an animated character was hot?: umm hmm yes * Had a New Kids on the Block tape: no * Been on stage: yes, freaky * Cut your own Hair: yes * Been Sarcastic: yep, haha good ol' sarcasm ---------FAVORITES------------- *Shampoo: daily defence or that citris crap cuz it smells good * Color: Black/red/blue * Day/Night: Night and day sometimes *Summer/Winter: Winter and summer *Lace or satin: Lace and satin * Cartoon Characters: hmmm i dunno * Food: Chinese/italian * Movie: hmm to many *ice cream: mmm smarties or this heavenly hash stuff, damn its orgasmically good LOL * Subject: Science/art or photography *drink: Jones, or orange juice or coke ------RIGHT NOW------------ * Wearing: ninja turtle jammie pants i made, and a beer shirt * Drinking: just finished a tall glass of ice water * Thinking: i wanna talk to my boy... * Watching: The computer * Listening To: some nin song ---------IN THE LAST 24 HRS-------- * Cried: no, almost i think * Worn a skirt: ya haha my "ho" skirt *Met someone new: should've, damn that bus.... *Done Laundry: yes *Drove a car: no my parents were away with the car --------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------- * Yourself: not really * Friends: yah sorta i guess * Santa Claus: no..damn it why can't he be real ?? lol * Tooth Fairy: same as above * Destiny/Fate: sorta, it happens * Angels: i guess * Ghosts: yes *UFO's: yes * Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes i sure do *Like anyone?: yes, obviously * Who's the loudest: me, garret. or kayleigh (mini me/mini paperdoll) * Who's the weirdest: Me or min * Who do you go to for advice: proly mini or mich or my online friends *Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to you: sure whatever *shrugs* 18 comments

more test thingers

2002-07-22 02:26:09 ET My bumper sticker reads: In English: Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn. Take the quiz. interesting very much soo..... muahahahahaha me so evil, evil i tell you !!! Which of the Disney Princesses are you? hehe tigers ?/ okies other then the tigerst it sounds sorta true take the death quiz. and go to mewing.net. laura = great. ouch thats sad....lol 15 comments

arg stupid buses

2002-07-21 21:51:10 ET well min and i missed the stupid bus to go meet kregers...soo we had to catch the next one, and we like wandered around the mall a million times looking for them, but we couldn't find them, and so we never met them...and it all cuz the bus was early, its NEVER early, its always late 5-15 minutes, always...so min and i feel pretty bad ....and ya oh well i guess 16 comments

in a few hours......

2002-07-21 14:00:41 ET ok, my plan for the day is to get up, have a shower, clean up my house, wait for min to get here and go meet kreg and snowman...this is gonna be an interesting day...lol....me=shy......haha oh well min can do all the talking and it'll be fine.....lol..ya so i guess i'll tell you wether kreg and snowman are lke serial killers or not when i come home...lol, keyword being when....just joking...lol well i suppose i shall be off now... 2 comments

stuff about mom and today/yesterday

2002-07-17 21:48:13 ET well last night i went to the movies with my friend michelle, it was minority report, it was prety good, i enjpyed it....then i stayed at her house, and in the morning my mom called and told me that her surgeon had called her, that there was no remaining cancer cells and that her lymph nodes came back clean, which means that the cancer hasn't spread throughout her body, this is good news...very good news....then my friend michelle and i went on a ride and we saw a bear that was really big considering i can tell it was a young one, i've never seen any bear like this in my life, it was really weird, it was a brown bear, with a cream nose and spot on its chest, it looked like a teddy bear, it was so bizzare, and where i live we only have black bear, and the odd brown bear (but luckily we have no grizzleys here, that anyone knows of)...it was an interesting day.....hmmmmm 15 comments

cancerkiddies and today ~

2002-07-16 13:43:49 ET well tomorrow was a good day, woke up, got 5 hours sleep, and went up to the barn and did the cancer kids...awe there was the most adorable little girl, i felt pretty bad for her, her hands and face looked scalded (from radiation i guess) it was sad.....but she was so adorbale and she just kept on smilieing..AWE !!! hehe... ya then my friend michelle and I went swimming at the beach for like an hour and a half, it was sorta cold but we styed in the whole time......lol... for today, i just got woken up an hour ago by my stepdad, well i only got 5 hours sleep yesterday night, so i wan'ted to get a good nights sleep....well no, not a chance that prick would let me sleep in, and a s soon as i get up, he starts yelling at my for all the things i have to do, so as you can probably tell im a little bit grumpy, and my stress level is like sky high....i think i might go insane.......i hate being woken up like that, its suppost to be a peaceful things not screaming and yelling, but oh well, enough bitching, i need to like chill and relax, i have a migrane....oh my god im going insane, i need to get out of this house soooooo badly, i just can't take it anymore..so much stress im losing my mind......*cries* 2 comments

2002-07-14 15:38:34 ET I am 60% Ska Well, maybe I'm trying too hard, maybe I'm not trying hard enough. I shouldn't forget my roots, and remember that punk and reggae wouldn't exist without ska. Take the Ska Test at fuali.com i dunno how the hell that works, but ok I am 58% Punk Rock The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. I may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about? Take the Punk Rock Test at fuali.com hmm uhh ok I am 59% Metal Head I rock just as hard as the rest of the thrash set, except when no ones looking I like to get down with a little "More than a Feeling." Take the Metal Head Test at fuali.com intereesting, very interesting I am 74% Goth Oh My Goth! You Goth, Girl. There is a good chance I am bi. Freakiness pumps through my viens, but I can still laugh at myself. Take the Goth Test at fuali.com again very very interesting... I am 57% Emo Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater. Take the Emo Test at fuali.com that is patheticlly hilarious..muahahaha 6 comments

arg

2002-07-14 15:33:05 ET What's Your Inner Demon? this quiz was made by Melissa of course it would say depressed eh.... 10 comments

im so very burnt...*cries*

2002-07-13 02:14:26 ET oh fuck, man im so goddamned burnt, *keeps coating on aloe vera plants* i never usually burn, but i am burnt to a crisp, beyond lobsterized.....it hurts badly...*wonders how she'll be able to sleep tonight*...well that is all, so very very burnt...*cries* 77 comments

swimming horses

2002-07-12 19:43:02 ET today my friend michelle and i rode her two horses down to the beach, and took them swimming.....it is soo much fun....the ocean was pretty damn warm to, surprisingly....i had a great time.....awe good ol' horses...yay !!! oh and on top of that i got a little burnt on my shoulders.....damnit, oh well i naturally have semi darkish skin, olive colored (damned italian....) but yah it'll be gone by tomorrow... 6 comments

mom is home

2002-07-11 20:37:06 ET my mom cam home from the hospital today, she still has the drain under her arm, but she seems alright, shes pretty tired and is kinda upset, i think its a hard reality looking down and only seeing one breast or something...she says that there is such a weird sensation, its like numb, i think it scares her....hopefully she'll be alright, im not holding my breath however, cuz we won't know until her pathology reports come in ...those will tell the tale....of if the cancer has spread throughout her body or not...=( well, im praying it isn't cuz then she'll have to under go keo therapy and what not....bad stuff...so all i can do is wait...well thats all for now...... 5 comments

moms surgery

2002-07-09 18:48:17 ET so my mom had her surgery this morning and we went and saw her, poor mommy....she was super drugged up and stuff...almost looked like she was gonna cry a few times....she kept reaching for my hand and rambling on about weird things (it must've been all the anestisia)..she didn't want us to leave but we were there for like 2 hours and she needed her sleep...we are gonna go back to the hospital after dinner, in a few hours because she was like hurry back and wanted us their i suppose...the results to see if the cancer is in her lymphnodes will be in a week so..hopefully it says they aren't.....well thats all for now... 8 comments

confused so badly.....

2002-07-09 00:30:46 ET how is it possible for someone to like someone so much, more then anything, but still when one of their friends says do something they go right and do it, like one says jump the other one says how high..... how is it possible that that can happen, and why are drugs so goddamn important, ruling everything...how can getting high be more important then people you love and care about soooo much, more then anything ? this makes no sence because im not giving full situations arg never mind, it doesn't matter, i've finally realized it....they say they love me and that they care about me more then anything yet i get ditched constantly so they can go hang out with their friends and get baked....and when i do say how i feel, i feel bad, like im controling their life, but arg.... because its like im making them stay and talk to me....but why does this happen to me always ? why ?? arg any ideas anyone ?? 10 comments

cancer kids

2002-07-08 14:32:25 ET i just got home from doing the cancer kids again..it was pretty much a bunch of younger ones.....so sad...it was kinda crappy cuz it was raining outside...then overcast, then it'd rain a bit more etc...but they still had lots of smiles which is a good thing....well im tired, so tired......ZzZzZzZzZzzzzzzzzz 2 comments

IM HOME !!

2002-07-08 00:30:28 ET so i just got home....YAY !! feels soooo good to be home, man oh man....i had a fun time at my dads house.....it was good, i drove soo much.. wow i missed my computer friends....but i am home now so this is great....well thats about it for now...... 11 comments

tests

2002-07-04 18:01:45 ET i am what sexual performer are you? 2 comments

today !!

2002-07-04 14:31:14 ET today i got up at around8:00 in the morning, got ready and went and tacked up a horse, and went down to a ring, the bus full of cancer kids arrived and they were all so happy that they got to ride horses...so i must've led that horse around the ring a million times, talking to all these poor kids with cancer....usually i would just be waking up now..but its ok, im just glad that those kids all got to do something fun, cuz i can't even imagine how sad and depressing their little lives must be......you should've seen the huge smiles when they got led around on the horses and their pictures taken.....awe im so glad i got up early to help out.....well thats the highlight of my day.... =) 10 comments

a few poems i wrote a while ago, crappy but sparked my eye when i looked back at them....

2002-07-03 17:37:46 ET memories i am just like everyone else, a weak link, caught in the middle, the ages of change are closing in on me, im lost, im losing all sanity, watching everyone around me changing, everything i've ever known has been lost, like my mind, consumed in confusion, not understanding anything that happening, perhaps its for a reason, who can really tell, so much hate surrounds me, scared by it all, i close my eyes, and try to remember the memories, the days when everything was fine, the only thing keeping me from completely losing my mind, are my memories.... Secrests of the wind i sit alone, another sleepless night, the constant drumming of the rain, as it hits my roof, i turn to the rain, seeking comfort, the wind howls, like a lonely cry, i feel its pain, it almost sounds as though its calling me, giving me a sign, like its trying to tell me something, i strain my ears, pleading for it to tell me its secret, but its gone, just as quickley as it came, it left, maybe another day it will confide in me....... and yah those are two of the poems i've written i dunno why but for some reason i was looking through the book of poems i've written and decided to post them..... meh i feel crappy, bye everyone 2 comments

boringmcborington

2002-07-03 15:11:00 ET so im bored all to hell, slept kinda crappy last night....i have a lot of stuff, but am to lazy to type it, plus it doesn't matter, its pretty pointless...so ya, im sitting here in my pajamas watching tv..being bored and sorta grumpy.....man people can be such bastards sometimes....grrr....for all canadians out there in sk land HAPPY BELATED BELATED CANADA DAY my friends !!! w00t...yah hmm i think today will be a lazy lazy day.....well hmm .....well my horsie thing on canada day went well...i watched a DVD called the glass house, i enjoyed it, it was really good in my opinion....well thats basically it.... 2 comments

the thing

2002-06-30 15:33:03 ET Name: Melanie age: 16 sex: yes please, muahahaha jk female where from: Canada fave color: black, red and blue martial statues: i dunno really its a complicated situation who u love: my horses..lady and kas...some friends/family for how long: since i've known them hobbies: writing poetry, drawing, music, computer, riding my horse, making voodoo doll type of person are u, describe urself: too nice, caring, if you piss me off i can be a huge bitch fave food: pizza fave drink: well i have a few alcoholic ones, but i like water, and ice tea weight: 145-155 lbs *shudders* (im a stupid fatass) height: 5'11 almost 6 feet hair color: redybrown eye color: smokey gray or blue it alters between those two enemies: lets not talk about that biggest turn offs: judgemental people, labels, wiggers, yelling, audiences biggest turn ons: hmmm i don't think i want all you people knowing that... UR MOM !!! pet peeve: wigger mentality, slow drivers, people who tailgate you, teachers, rent-a-cops, judgemental fucks grade ur gonna be in: `12 and 11, i fucked up my schooling where would u rather live: up in tha boonies...wait i already live there.....umm maybe italy, or in powell river ur birthday: 420, jk damn you min, august 22 1985 zodiac sign: Leo/Virgo least fave food: Tomato soup. i hate that shit fave fruit: mm bananas, strawberries, cherries, raspberries, watermelon, kiwi, apples...meh all fave candy: jolly ranchers and anything sour fave color: you already asked that fave shoes: the kind you put on your feet, does it matter ? i guess my globes or BOOTS !!! fave place: rec nite, anywhere but here, or secluded in my room who r ur friends : my friends ? people i care about ? my horsie and my music 4 comments

sulkyness

2002-06-29 23:36:16 ET im in a *goes to corner and sulks* kinda mood.....man all this bad shit keeps happening and nothing good is....first my dog getting sick, then mmy grandma dies, then my mom having a lump, then her finding out she has cancer, then today the hot water tank gave it in...man life just seems so crappy and not even worth living, this licks my fat ugly ass all to hell....arg *crys*....I have given up on saying, "things will get better in time", because things just keep getting shitier and shitier........my boy is gone, and im haveing second thoughts.....i mean he probably is just like everyone else....man i can't even believe i would ever think that, but i am.....on an upside me and mini me took pictures today, it was great fun.....and on monday CANADA DAY, i have to go up to the barn because they are having an open house because they breed canadian horses(a breed of horse) and they just became canada's national horse, so i get to give a presentation on training baby horses with my horse, and another presentation with one of their horses....should be interesting.....feels meloncholy and can't think what else to write 15 comments

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