you know what i realized just the other day?
90% of my poetry is not really just poems.
each time, inside i feel like i'm dying.
and what i'm writing is my suicide note, or my epitaph.
You do realize that not only are you hurting your parents, who have already lost two children, you're hurting all others who love you.
You're never a terrible person when you're trying to do good things. People make mistakes. They can be fixed.
Suicide is something that can never be fixed.
i don't know what to say, but ill just share. this spring, the season of rebirth, i wanted to fade away because i felt that i was more of a burden than a blessing to so many people that i knew. but i found that there were things/people that i could live for. there has to be someone that will miss you....