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you know what i realized just the other day?
90% of my poetry is not really just poems.
each time, inside i feel like i'm dying.
and what i'm writing is my suicide note, or my epitaph.
:::finis:::
You do realize that not only are you hurting your parents, who have already lost two children, you're hurting all others who love you.
You're never a terrible person when you're trying to do good things. People make mistakes. They can be fixed.
Suicide is something that can never be fixed.
i don't know what to say, but ill just share. this spring, the season of rebirth, i wanted to fade away because i felt that i was more of a burden than a blessing to so many people that i knew. but i found that there were things/people that i could live for. there has to be someone that will miss you....