Everything hits the fan
2005-06-08 03:52:00 ET

...Well, everything seems to go wrong at once, as always.
The girl I moved up to NC with is now leaving, and though it became a very uncompassionate and abusive relationship, i'm still heartbroken, especially because she says she doesn't love me..... She leaves sunday.
While out looking for a job yesterday, my jeep suddenly starts to overheat, and I take it in only to find out it's the Head Gasket, which is quite expensive.....
And on the topic of Jobs, even though I'm freshly certified as a CNA, no one will hire me, because they all want at least 6 months to 2 years experiance. Fucking 'Catch 22'...

So, no work, no life, no vehicle. No hope in sight.

Praying something happens to fix things a bit, or this may be my last entry - folks.... if you should never hear from me again on here, loveisthelaw@gmail.com is the most permenant e-mail that I have. (heh, I wonder if I could put up an epitaph auto-responce for it, if need be....)

Thank you all (what few of you there are) for coming here to view my humble words, and two-bit pictures all this time.

"Realms of bliss, realms of light... Some are born to Sweet Delight... Some are born to Sweet Delight... Some are born to the Endless Night..." -JDM

Peace be with you all.

2005-06-08 06:00:37 ET

I hope things start to look up for you ...you'll be in my thoughts

2005-06-10 20:30:18 ET

I still think of you!

2005-06-11 04:18:39 ET

Well, she officially gone. Left around 8-8:30 this morning. It was the hardest goodbye I've probably ever made, and now I'm quite a wreck..... ...this place just seems so empty being here all alone.... :::shudders::::: ...thank you all so much for your thoughts and well wishes.

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