2005-08-20 21:30:07 ET|
ugh... just got home from an 11 hour catering shift... my sister was late picking me up.... and I really wanted to do something or go somewhere, but I don't have anyone to hang out with, or anywhere to go... let alone a way to get there.....
fuck, and I even brought home like 2 dozen rozes, greenery, and baby's breath, thinking that I could get ahold of one of the two "sporatic-friends" that I have around here, to be used as a token of my appriceation and affection..... but, of course, no one wants to hang out (hell, one of the two hasn't answered my calls for like two months - Bethann, for those of you who know the story.)
no one around here care's about me.... even my sister was being a bitch and totally unsympathetic..... i mean, like i'm not suffering enough having to bust my ass for 11 hours after getting into a wreck a few days earlier, and totally stressed and upset about it.... i to be made to feel like a leper, or something, too!?!
Is simple companionship, simple friendship, that much to ask?!?