2006-02-09 13:43:31 ET|
I love so greatly and limitlessly,
More than most can ever conceive.
Multiplicity instead of Singularity
Boundless, with an open Heart and open Soul
I pour out my Love, it flows from me.
I experience joys and ecstasies most can never dream.
In much greater frequency and quantity, at that.
Though the cost of giving one's Heart so openly and totally, and freely -
Is that it is broken so equally in totality and frequency and quantity.
What a bitter-sweet existence it is to live as thus.
Burning as often and equally with a passion for Life,
And a longing for Death.
Eros versus Thatanos, a constantly raging battle.
That which I must endure so intensely.
(written aprox 6pm EST, 2/9/06)