2005-02-01 03:59:14 ET|
here latly i have found myself confused. it seems like im in the dark
and all i can hear is noise and thats it. it drives me insane that im not the musicain i should be because as far as music goes it feels like im lost. its almost annoying. i know god will work everyhting out. just have to keep praying.sometimes i dont want to wait sometimes it feels like patience has been wasted and im going to wake up to a hand in the face
snapping my neck back to reality. that maybe an exageration but you get my point but its ok i know it will work out. this is what i have chosen to do and i'll dig my grave before i give up. i just needed to get it off my chest. thank you for induring my complaning. i dont mean to just somethings need venting sometimes. thank you again
i know god always has a funny way of working things out.