its like why even try???.....

razberry sparkles 2004-03-31 14:00:36 ET Well....ive come 2 the conclusion,i really dont know who i am anymore. Ive tryed 2 find my "inner self" but it seems asif i cannot find it.So yeah. Any ways....ive had a long week,so far i mean even tho its only what wendsday,feels like friday so i dunno. so yeah....imma get off here....try 2 do something meaningfull....maybe...bye bye

DharmaPunk 2004-03-31 15:37:42 ET yea. i feel you on the whole lost self thing. i don't know if i'm ever gonna get it... so i just try to say fuck it and have a good time.

Atronoch 2004-04-01 21:08:14 ET I've never met myself before. It's all a journey, through your life you travel seeing more of yourself. Though I doubt if you lived a million years you'd figure it out. Seriously the best advice fuck everyone else put yourself first atleast that way you'll know yourself better.

DharmaPunk 2004-04-01 21:35:31 ET well said. i totally agree with that advice. i used to be into that whole attitude like "yea, i'll lay down my life for this other person" and thought i was fuckin jesus christ or something. later i realized i was just a pathetic co-dependent enabler who tried to take care of other people because i didn't want to deal with my own issues. fuck that. there's no such thing as a selfless act, by putting on this whole act i was just reaffirming my own selfishness. but yea, again, good advice.. fuck other people, if you don't put yourself ahead of everyone else, no one else is going to.

Atronoch 2004-04-01 21:42:20 ET its interesting that a cycle of selfishness begins with conception

razberry sparkles 2004-04-03 11:37:03 ET i soooo farking totaly agree!,but one day i will find my self,but it isnt gonna be today....

Atronoch 2004-04-04 07:24:48 ET good luck with that, i got bored and lost

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