i just feel......like nothing.....
2004-06-07 17:03:47 ET

i dunno i just feel as if i am this numb body of nothing..it sucks. i hate it. im so alone in this world of nothing and i have nothing to offer anyone or anything. i am just a waste of space. and thats all im going to be. i miss my best friend, shes gone away, and she will never be back as much as she says shes gonna be shes not. and she says shes gonna stay with me. but i no its not tru. i miss everything about my past and i wish i could go back but i no i will never be able to. but thats tha past and i cannot change whats already been done. i dont regret anything that i have done in my life but i wish i could atleast change what i have done.

i have nothing.
i am nothing.
im always going to be nothing.
i am a numb body.
dying day by day.
end it all.

2004-06-10 11:48:37 ET

You shouldn't put yourself down so much.

I'm kind of in the same boat as you with the best friend thing. My best friend here just deserted me, and I used to live some place else (VA) and I had this amazing friend, and now I'm not there anymore, and I want to go back, but plans are so unsure! I miss her alot.

But don't ever think you're nothing, because you are something.

2004-06-10 12:39:15 ET

well yeah but see tha thing is, its like alot more than that. i live in maryland and tiffany just left me. she went 2 florida, with her family. it suxs. why did ur friend leave u?

2004-06-10 19:50:33 ET

My friend didn't leave me, I left her. I moved with my family back to where I was originally from.

My so called best friend here...she's just not ready to grow up...and I have things in my life, that I have to.

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