Just for the record I never loved JOSH.
I did love Pablo.
I never lied to my boyfriend.
The way I felt about other ppl and the way I feel about my boyfriend are two diffenrt things.
Josh was hot...But never made me as horny as my boyfriend does.
ANd I did love Pablo I mean there will always be a place for him in my heart,but Daniel is Daniel, and I can't discribe how much I miss him when he is away,or how happy I am when we are together. He's the only guy I felt confortable being naked around. That says alot.But he can't see that and I don't know why.