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2002-09-15 18:03:43 ET hello, this is the bootslut taking over really quickly.... as you all know our poor little rckonbebe hasnt been online for a few months now....the reason being, her parents (namely her dad) are very very strict and will not let he have any freedom during the school year until grade check which, luckily, come out this week. last year she recieved 5 'c's and was told that she was never going to amount to anything with grades like that. so now she has to keep her grades above C's in order to have a life..... anyway, if you were wondering, thats why she has been missing. and now I give you rckonbebe... Im feeling kinda low because everytime it seems like I have a chance with a guy someone always takes him away its ussualy a friend and Im kind of sick and tired of people telling me how bad Jess treats me, if she treats me that bad why would I hang out with her? Im getting tired of Frank telling me how bad my friends are, hes always telling me I should get friends that like me but if they didnt like me why would they be around me? and Im tired of losing wieght I kinda think I look fine the way I am. but its not enough for me that I think I look good I need everyone else to think that too its getting expensive losing all this wieght and I'd like to spend my money on something that enriches my life Im tired of just surviving |
