Teef, Hawaii, and Slaves
2004-03-31 07:05:30 ET

So I'm going for a root canal today. I had a pulpectomy, which is the first part of a root canal, yesterday because I was in so much fucking pain that even vicodin didn't help. They're going in today to finish the rest of the root canal. It's amazing how your life stops when you have tooth pain. I just want this to be over so I can move on, pain-free.

I'm going to Hawaii at the end of April, visiting Maui for a week. I've never been to Hawaii, and I can't wait to be back at some type of beach.

I really miss having a slave, in the dom/sub sense. The last one I had became problematic, but before that happened it was quite enjoyable.

2004-03-31 07:08:36 ET

I hope the root canal goes well... and hey, if you miss having a slave, it's not all that hard to find another one, neh? ;)

2004-03-31 07:16:13 ET

Owwie. I've never had a root canal.

2004-03-31 07:18:25 ET

Have fun with that.... I still need to get mine finished... Its gonna be pretty thats for sure

Hawaii.... oooo lucky you.

2004-03-31 07:20:33 ET

Finding a girl with slave-like tendancies is pretty tough, actually.

There are two kinds of root canals. The kind where your dentist looks at an x-ray, and says "hrm, you need a root canal" and you're like "ahh fuck!"

And the kind where your tooth hurts so fucking bad that you can't see straight, and you have sexual fantasies involving the pain-relieving procedure of the root canal.

My sistuation is the later. In a way it's good, because it got me over my fear of dentists.

2004-03-31 07:22:32 ET

I always have nice dentists... but they do mean things to me :(
Good thing you got over your fear of them though. Dentists are good for you

2004-03-31 07:27:24 ET

shade- one can usually catch onto submissive tendencies just through social interaction.. then it's just a matter of encouraging them and bringing them to the fore. ;)

in a pinch, there's always alt.com

2004-03-31 07:29:51 ET

Yeah, I can pick up subs in public, even if they don't realize that they're subs. Still, it's tough going.

2004-03-31 07:32:21 ET

*chuckle* they usually don't, do they.

2004-03-31 07:35:07 ET

And I have pretty specific requirements for a sub, so finding those qualities can be difficult.

2004-03-31 07:35:51 ET

That should have read "I can pick *out* subs in public", not "up". It's not like I can walk up to a girl and go 'You like to be degraded and humiliated, don't you? Wanna get a drink?"

2004-03-31 07:40:59 ET

it was taken as such.. typos notwithstanding. ;)

2004-03-31 07:42:24 ET

Also, you have to weed out the pseudo-bottoms. Those who like to top from the bottom. Not my thing.

2004-03-31 07:43:18 ET

Wholly understandable.

2004-03-31 07:46:49 ET

"You are not the boss of me! I am the boss of you!"

2004-03-31 07:49:54 ET

Yeah.. what's the point of that, anyway?

2004-04-01 17:58:40 ET

"It's not like I can walk up to a girl and go 'You like to be degraded and humiliated, don't you? Wanna get a drink?""


2004-04-01 18:04:03 ET

Yeah, I wish it were that easy.

2004-04-01 18:06:20 ET

a more suave way of saying that..

"mind if i slip something into your drink?"

2004-04-01 19:08:38 ET

"mind if i slip my wang in your drink?"

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