forever lost
2005-09-21 02:31:33 ET

im lost.. forever..
i think ill never find my place in this world...
i have loved the love of my life for 3 years n hes on heroin for fuks sake...
all i want is to speak to him.. see how hes doin...
where r my freinds?
i tell u where... in my head.. non-existant
i think i wana kill myself...

2005-09-21 07:20:40 ET

hey now, nothing rash! suicide is a permanent solution that will cause more problems than it solves.

i lost a good friend to drugs (well...he's still alive, but he's in jail now). it's tough. ::hugs::

2005-10-01 21:19:12 ET

i got a phone call from him like the next day.. how weirds that?
hes healin up well..
but he still says theres a permanent scar in his mind..
i still love him...
he said he loves me..

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