2012-10-30 00:54:29 ET|
after a long time with tv and cakes and chocolate, depression and alkohol i startet the second try with "bill and bob".
i felt to be right there, and now i´m with them since 3 and half week.
there are many interesting people, i went to cinema with 2 of them in the second week, i met two gays for lunch, we´ll go to brunch on sunday together with my boyfriend.
it is a kind of new life for me without alcohol. i smoke a lot of cigarettes now, but sometime i won´t need that , too.
in the meetings i met a woman, who´ll give up her flat in berlin now. wednesday i take a trip to berlin, take a walk in the quarter and have a look on the flat. but maybe the owner will sell this house. i´ll write him a letter, and carsten will go to berlin with me, when i move.
i hope to get a flat there, soon.
and i hope, someone of you people will visit me there, maybe.
17 years in braunschweig are enough.
and the other things in my life? _: i paint a lot, and my creativity flows without alcohohol much more than ever.
i spin my own music , i have a lot good things- nearly all day, when i´m at home.
with candles, tee, and a good mood.
i feel fresh, i lost weight, i eat bio-legumes, life can be beautyful!!
and i´m happy about counterseatlle, that ´s my start in the day, when i awake, make some coffee(espresso) and listen to it nearly every morning during the week.- greetz to turbo.
i wish you a good week, hope obama will win, hope your wether will be better soon.