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2004-01-03 05:28:32 ET I wish, I could say what's on my mind and not step on eggshells anymore. I want, to go someplace, and know, that there isn't some bit of circumstance around the corner. I wish, I could drink and laugh with my sister, at least one more time. I want, to go without sleep and not have to worry about being tired at work. I wish, I never missed a day of their lives. I want, to breathe fresh air. I wish, it was the road, a good friend and me with no possibility of stopping for some time. I want, to be for sure i'm not in this alone. I feel, like a nervous wreck. I wish, I could scream. I want, to accomplish something before it's too late. I wish, I could get off of my doubtful ass and do it. I want, to know what is going on. I wish, I had never been down this road. I feel, guilty for nothing. I want, to know. just to know. I wish, I could stop feeling sorry for myself, there is definatly people worse off than I am. I wish, I had never met 10 of the people who turned my life into a never-ending circular motion. I want, to know why, and how. I want, to take a wrong turn, and not know anyone in my path. I want, almost everything I don't have. I need, my own guidance. I need, to realize. |
