2004-01-21 06:57:17 ET|
If you get the chance, check out The Rusted Machine by Godspeed You Black Emperor. It's one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard.
So onto life...
Things are getting close. All things, to a halt.
I remind myself I am almost done with something terrible.
I also remind myself that, yes, I am way too nice, all the time.
And this, is coming to a halt, for a bit anyway.
I have basically a month to figure out where i'm going, but at the same time, I want to keep my job.
This, is a dilemma.
Saturday, I will attend a friends birthday party, and be reacquainted with old die-hard habits, but it will be fun in the process, considering after then I won't see her again for about two weeks.
A friend asked me if I could stay with her for two weeks while her guy goes out of town for that period of time.
Me and my nice self, said yes. Damned.
My destination won't be west, mind you.
But I have a week to figure out where that place is.
Work, is going better. And I have that "crackhead" energy they want.
Wish me luck on being able to transfer.
And, wish me luck on being able to transfer after two weeks.
Other than that, Bush is a fuck up. And he is making this already declined country even worse.
As for all else, that, will come at a later date.