2005-02-19 06:31:54 ET|
I have this insatiable need to make things different for myself.
I am also thinking of travel again, it's been quite some time for my standards. My problem is, that I love him.
Sometimes I just want to break free, and feel nothing, because it would be easier for me to do something for myself.
People make caring out to be too serious.
I've found a class that I want to and am going to take. It would cause me to have to stay a bit more in florida though and this is something i am not sure that I would like to do.
I'm quitting my job next week, to go and get another accounting job, screw working with people, most aren't worth it anyway.
I've been doing more art lately, I am purchasing an accoustic guitar soon, he said he would teach me.
I don't talk to my family much, my grandmother is in the hospital.
I never called for christmas.