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ok ok
i am caught between 2 boys.
but one is my best friend, and its soo not our time to shine, there is soo much raw emotion and chemistry.
its nice.
and the other one is so shy and timid, and never ever goes out, he is younger than me, and doens't have much experience, i actaully think he is a virgin (which rawks).
and he kissed me this past weekend. he told me he was leaving and kissed me, and hugged me, then he came back, he did this about 5 times. haha i think it was so he could just sort of have an exscuse to do it. it was so endearing.
and then he was suppose to work at like 10 am and i took him home at like 8 am. i thought it whud be all weird when is aw him next (cuz we work together) but it soo wasn't at all.
but now i don't kno whut to do, if it was just him being drunk or if he meant it.
and ever since that has all happened my other one (the best friend) seems to be paying so much more attention to me and i think its cuz he knows whut happened.
and then this other guy from ontario wants to come see me, like "see" me.
i am soo fukked up right now i can't even begin to think about whut to do.
any advice?
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